oh if you don’t know yet I’m actually a Kpop fan. I try to quit but I think I’m still not fully grown up (what I mean is I think I’m not mentally mature enough) and I’m not ready to give up this part of my life. But I’m actually not so crazy anymore compared to few years ago when I followed every single update of my idol.. I used to know their current location and how many tattoo they have which I don’t even know nor remember now. I just listen to their songs now and if I was still the old me I would say ‘OMG the song is so nice’ even though I don’t really think so but because I want to support them I’d lie to them. But now, nice is nice or the other way round. I would say what I really mean. 
Yea and I think I’m still crazy a lil bit now. Yea I just bought a second hand album from someone I don’t know thru FB. It’s an album came out in 2009 which is no longer selling in the market. The packaging has changed so this album is out of print. People selling it at price triple or sometimes quarduple. And I’m so lucky to buy it at quite a reasonable price. 



Time Flies 

oh yea I would like to share a picture of ‘my’ cactus here. I can’t believe how fast time flies when I do a comparison on the cactus now with the picture taken months ago. 

They are not my cactus actually.. they are my course mates’. But I take over the duty to take care of them cuz these poor cactus were left aside and almost die, now they are all healthy! 🙂 


Good Day

Good day everyone. It’s Saturday but I’m here in my school trying to force myself to study and prepare for the coming test. We have a short break, which is a long weekend as we have 2 days holiday before and after the weekend! 

It’s so hot outside and I’m so grateful that I can stay in the aircond room alone.. Cold and quiet! I must study hard today!  


Le sucre bunny

I’m back!!! I have been extremely busy in the passed few months. Assignments projects and assignment project! 

This post is written to share my happiness! I have always wanted to have a le sucre bunny doll and yesterday my sister bought one for me!!

We went to shop together and I saw a stall selling those super cute bunnies and I said to my sis that I really want one. And surprisingly my sis said ‘ok lets go and choose one.. I will buy for u!’ I was like OMG are u fucking kidding me?! She said she also wanted to buy for me for quite long but just she didn’t see it so she will buy for me now. 

I’m so so so happyyyyyyyy. Everyone please meet my new friend little bunny! I haven’t named him yet.. Any idea of what should I call him? 😁


My Love Hate Relationship


I have a love hate relationship with… COFFEE. 

I love coffee for helping me to stay up through all the nights I’m rushing for assignments, reports… He’s the only one with me in the middle of the night every time when I have to burn the midnight oil.  

But, I hate him too. The smell of him reminds me of all those sleepless nights. He is the smell of stress. He has helped me a lot but I just can’t help but hate him some times. I’m sorry, coffee. I love you but I hate you too. 

Yes, today is just another sleepless night, me and my coffee. 

A Stressful Week

I wish I have wings

I’m too stressed that I couldn’t sleep well for the past few days and I guess this will last untill I get my report done and submit it in the end of this week. I even dreamt about my report at sleep.

I’m stressed because the past few days haven’t been productive. I’m stucked at somewhere I don’t even know what I don’t know. This is just the starting of a new semester. I can see the next few weeks will be more stressful. Anxiety makes my chest feels  stuffed and difficult to breathe. I don’t know if I can make it thru this programme on time. I want to graduate with my friends 😦 

Hungry and Starving

Kimchi Jiggae aka Kimchi soup.

I’m so hungry right now!!! Skip dinner again because I don’t know what should I eat. Since moving into college I always skip meal 😦 I’m so regret not order delivery in the evening. 

I’m craving for my favourite Korean food right now. I want a bowl of hot kimchi soup 😦 I can hear my stomach growling. Ok let’s stop thinking about food now! The more I think the hungrier I’m. Let’s focus on study!!